Friday, January 29, 2010

He's calling me~


dare to dream and work on your dreams!!! it.
why am i retaking the same tests?
why am i having to face all these problems?
(excuse me, they are not problems, they are opportunities)
(yea, they are here to change my attitude!!!)

in short, He's calling me home.
" return girl, return "
" don't you miss Me?"

HOME sweet HOME=)
Thank you Allah=)

status : HOMEsick

Culture of EXCELLANCE~


Liza, you need to change ur ATTITUDE!!!
Please, please, please^!^
you have GOALS, do you???

ikhlaskn NIAT,
put your BEST EFFORT,
b patient and persevering despites all obstacles and setbacks that come in,
it's all about MIND SET.

after u TRY UR BEST,
let it to Allah.
it's His job to decide how your result would be.

so, liza dear=)

1, 2, 3....GO!!!!

Thursday, January 28, 2010

WALK your TALK=)


Just came back from college.
tired.but, i enjoyed the classes.finally.wee~
i can see changes in most of us.
we are more serious in our studies.
don't want to repeat the same mistakes again.
for me myself, i'm more interested in my studies now.
just that my progress is quite slow compared to others.
so, need to increase the speed a bit i think=)

now, most of us are willing to sacrifice our leisure time for studies.
i'm grateful coz i have a circle of friends who are willing to guide and teach me.
thanks to nordin, faiz and yun for sharing ur experience.
insyAllah, will take note on that and follow ur advices=)

now, it's the time to be more focus!!!
please, no more playing the fool.
you have no time to waste.
be strong, keep working hard and smart.
put your best that u won't regret later.
believe me, it pays.
leave all those things which distract u from working on your dreams.
in fact, throw those things which stop you from moving on.

liza, if you have a dream, just go for it.

Ya Allah,
permudahkan urusanku.
pimpin dan peliharalah diriku.
semoga Engkau redha dan berkati usahaku ini Ya Allah.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Bounce back girl, bounce!!!!


Alhamdulillah, seeking my trueself is alive again.
i have been leaving it untouched for quite a long time. pity my poor green blog.

it's already the end of jan 2010.
time flies so fast.
i just realize that i got another 5 months to go.
my 1 and half year in Taylors taught me a lot of things.
experience of a life time.
and i will never forget it.
i was lost.
i cried.(most of the time)
i loved.
i hated.
i chilled.
i rebelled.
i found it.
i was lost again.
i found it again.
i'm given a last chance.
i'm learning.
i'm changing, insyAllah.

now, it's the time for me to decide.
the biggest decision ever in my life.
to stay in my lowest point, or to bounce back.
falling hurts.
but it's to make me strong.

need to stop being too emotional.
need to be more realistic.
i need a CHANGE in me.

Ya Allah,
if this is the amount that i have to pay for my sins, i accept it. positively insyAllah.
in this test actually, lies space for me to improve myself and correct my mistakes.
i know, You want me to be a better and wise person.
and i know, You need to make me suffer 1st, then only i remember You coz so far, in my comfort zone i have been putting You out of my life.
Ya Allah, forgive me.

Letting go my past time and moving on have been so hard for me,
but, now i promise myself, i will let them go and move on.
good bye mr black, ms emo, n friends.
i don't want you guys anymore.
go away from me.
i'm a new liza now.

life is no longer as empty, meaningless and confusing as before.
this time i want to try to follow Allah's way.
i'm tired of following other's.
in fact, none of them make my life happier.

i don't care what people want to say about me.
i don't care if they can't understand what i have been going through so far.
coz i believe that all these happened with reasons and Allah knows me better, He knows me inside out.
let them say, I CAN'T DO IT. but i will always believe that I CAN DO IT!!!

now, my life has a purpose.
to willingly submit myself to Allah, the only One who never betray me, never leave me, never discourage me, always there for me.

who says i have nobody with me???

i have,
family in Padang Luas & Pulau Bayur,
Sis shira,
my usrah (raihan, laili, syamim, aitidal, rahmah, mira, nurul, hasanah),
sahabats ( awin, ain, maryam),
best friend (idah),
lovely juniors (ain & fiqah),
a levels friends who care for me.
I love you guys.
You complete my life.
and of course Allah is always there for me=)

" Be sure We shall test you with something of fear and hunger, some loss in goods and lives or the fruits ( of your toil ), but give glad tidings to those who patiently persevere"


" Say : O my Servants who have transgressed against their souls! Despair not of the Mercy of Allah : for Allah forgives all sins for He is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful.
" Turn you to Our Lord (in repentence) and bow to His (Will), before the Penalty comes on you : after that you shall not be helped."
" And follow the best of (the courses) revealed to you from your Lord, before the Penalty comes on you-of a sudden, while you perceive not!"


I'm aware that self-check without action is useless.
am i willing to make the effort?