when Allah offers His Love and Forgiveness, we choose???

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

In the name of Allah, The Most Merciful and The All-Knowing.
Praise and syukur to You, Ya Allah for every single breath that i take and all the nikmat that surround me.
Hope this forgetful slave of You will always be grateful and potray her gratitude in the form of obedience to You.

*taking a deep breath............................smile=)*
here we go!!
bismillah.....may all these trigger something in you and me.

do you feel life's confusing for you?
as for me, that's exactly how i feel these 20 years of my life.
i did so many things to make me happy, but it did'nt last long either.
i tried those stuffs that people say ' it's cool and fun', but still it's not what i'm searching for.
coz all those things are temporary, conditional and suite me for certain time and condition only.

i want something!
something else!
there must be that something!
and it's not all these!
can anybody suggest what's that something???

ermmmmmmmmmmmmmm......

liza dear,
be honest plz=)
you know that something right?

S.U.B.M.I.S.S.I.O.N.

have you submit yourself today, dear?

to whom??

Allah, The One and Only God of you and me.

People, (telling myself 1st, then you)

Who created you and want you to be on this earth?

Why your Creator create you in the very 1st place?

Do you know who's your Creator?

If you know, do you know Him well?

*think, answer them honestly*

Allah.

He created you.
He chose you of thousands of your father's sperms.
He chose you coz you are special.
You are His vicegerent(khalifah).
You are His slave(hamba).
You are here to serve Him.
Did you ever realise that?

I don't get it la.

Ok, put it this way.
We all come from Allah.
We are here because of Him.
Even everything that we think we own it, is from Him.
Don't you think we need to be grateful to Him?
Don't you think we need to 'seriously consider' wut's His 'expectations' on us?

But, you and me always forget this.
We thought we own all these.
Our life is our own business.
Others have no rights to it.
Even our Creator??

We conduct our life as we like.
We decide ourself what we want to do with our life.
But.
But.
But, people.
We forget.
We forget who is giving us this life on earth?
He gives us this life for what?
For fun?
He gives us this life for a reason=)

" I have only created Jinns and men, that they may serve Me" (Al-Dhariyat, 51:56)

serve Me!
not serve your own nafs.
not serve other people.

How to serve Him?

Easy.
S.U.B.M.I.S.S.I.ON.
submit to Him.
lead your life as He wants us to.
obey His rules.
don't worry, dear.
He's not torturing us.The rules are not rules actually.They are saviours.
It's for our own good, here and hereafter.Believe Him=)

The good news is, the submission order comes with great offers!!!
extremely good ones.
one of them, His Love and Forgiveness.

" O you who believe! Shall I lead you to a bargain that will save you from a grievious Penalty?

That you believe in Allah and His Messenger, that you strive ( your utmost) in the Cause of Allah, with your property and your persons : that will be best for you, if you but knew!

He will forgive your sins, and admit you to Gardens beneath which Rivers flow, and to beautiful mansions in Gardens of Eternity : that is indeed the supreme Achievement.

And another ( favour will He bestow,) which you do love-help from Allah and a speedy victory.
So give the Glad Tidings to the Believers."

(As-Saff, 61:10-13)

So, what's your choice?
Believe or not to believe?
His Love and Forgiveness or His Penalty?

You decide!

Waallahu'alam=)

Yes dear, you deserve a second chance=)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

In the name of Allah, The Most Merciful.
Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah for the continous 'nikmat' that you give me.
Hope that i don't take it for granted and be more grateful to You.

Life is a test for you and me.
and in life, what we really want, is not necessarily good for us.
Allah gives us what we need, not what we want.
so, let's appreciate what we have.

Life is full with choices.
It's ok if you made wrong choices.
Forgive yourself.
Then, make right choices NOW.
YES, DEAR.YOU DESERVE A SECOND CHANCE.
SO, lET'S START AGAIN=)

Just now, i listened to IKIM.FM(my new favourite radio station) and i feel so refreshed with the tips given by the ustaz on HOW TO CHANGE.
simple and cliche tips, but meaningful to me.

here are some of them.

ADEK2, I KNOW TEENAGE LIFE'S FULL OF TEMPTATIONS. BUT WE CAN'T BE TEENAGERS TWICE.
WHY DELAY YOUR TAUBAT?
THERE MIGHT BE NO TOMORROW FOR YOU.

SO, ADEK2!!!!

-know what you really want in life.what's your purpose of life?
-turn to Allah 4 answers
-obey and respect your parents and teachers
-don't lie ( to yourself and others) coz lie leads to maksiat
-embrace yourself into soleh(good) environment, avoid maksiat
-be brave and strong to SAY NO TO MAKSIAT
-have 'malu' as your ornaments

USTAZ, I DID A LOT OF MISTAKES.BIG BIG ONES USTAZ.
NEVER MIND DEAR, TAUBAT! TAUBAT NASUHA!
HOW?

-admit that it was a mistake
-ask for Allah's forgiveness
-don't repeat the mistakes again
-settle your debts with Allah and people
-continously do good deeds

ONE LAST ADVICE FROM ME,
ADEK2,
BE LIKE THE FISH IN THE SEA WATER,
THE WATER IS SALTY, BUT IT NEVER TURN THE TASTE OF THE FISH TO SALTY TOO.
YOU CAN BE LIKE THE FISH TOO.
HOLD AL-QURAN AND SUNNAH CLOSE TO YOUR HEART.
OBEY ALLAH.ALLAH WILL PROTECT AND HELP YOU.

hope you and me get something here.
wallahualam~

Mahukah aku??

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Allah bertanya padaku,


" Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Maukah kamu Aku tunjukkan suatu perdagangan yang dapat menyelamatkan kamu dari azab yang pedih?


(Yaitu) kamu beriman kepada Allah dan RasulNya dan berjihad di jalan Allah dengan harta dan jiwamu. Itulah yang lebih baik bagi kamu jika kamu mengetahui.


Niscaya Allah mengampuni dosa-dosamu dan memasukkan kamu ke dalam surga yang mengalir di bawahnya sungai-sungai, dan ke tempat -tempat tinggal yang baik di dalam surga 'Adn. Itulah kemenangan yang agung.


Dan (ada lagi) karunia yang lain yang kamu sukai (yaitu) pertolongan dari Allah dan kemenangan yang dekat (waktunya). Dan sampaikanlah berita gembira kepada orang-orang mukmin. "

( As-Saff, 61:10-13)

Ya Allah,
mengapakah aku masih belum berganjak untuk menyahut seruanmu??
mengapakah aku masih belum mahu melepaskan ikatan-ikatan dunia yang rapuh itu??
murabbiku ada berpesan,

" lepaskanlah thagut(sembahan2 selain Allah, cth: nafsu, nikmat dunia), berpeganglah pada Tali Allah. sampai bila nak tangguh???awk nak ke tak nak nie?? "

Ya Allah,
pimpinlah hatiku ini.
yakinkanlah aku bahawa inilah jalan yang terbaik, tiada jalan lain.
ameen=)

Will never and ever give up!!!!!!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

In the name of Allah,
the One who keeps inspiring me to move on in life.
the One who keeps me going in life.
the One who knows everything about me.
the One who gives me chances to start it all over again.
Thank you Allah, for the time and space that you give, for me to change myself, to be a better person, insyAllah.

Now, is the most critical point of my life.
I have less than 22 days for my A2 trial and will be sitting for A2 final on May 18.
Only Allah knows how nervous and uncertain i am right now.
You know why??
coz this A2 final is the determining factor.
If i meet the cutting points, i'll still earn the scholarship, if not i'll hve to pay them back all their money.
Ya Allah, i don't want the latter to happen coz i don't want to burden my family with that.
I'd burden them enough already.

So, no choice,
the only way out is TO PUT MY BEST EFFORT TO ACHIEVE IT before it's too late to put anything, even to say a single thing about it.
Then, my plan,
I WILL NEVER & EVER GIVE UP UNTIL I FINISH MY LAST PAPER.
I'M GOING TO WORK HARD & SMART, OPTIMIZE MY TIME FOR STUDY.
SACRIFICE.
NO MORE LEISURE TIME.
STAY FOCUS!!!
FOCUS!!!
MAKE A STUDY PLAN.
A SMART ONE.
WORK THE PLAN.

The most important thing is, to understand why am i doing all these??
what for??
(........)

It's a hard time.mix feelings.
But, i can still smile though coz I believe that THERE MUST BE SOMETHING THAT ALLAH WANTS ME TO LEARN HERE!I MUST LEARN THAT!BE PRESERVERENT GIRL!JUST FACE IT!DON'T ESCAPE!

Ya Allah,
help me to stick with my decision.
help me to work all my plan.
when i stress out, please heals me My Rabb.
don let me give up half way there.
Ya Allah,
on You i put all my hopes, trusts and faith.
ameen=)

mood: study!study!study!