Erti Sebuah M.U.J.A.H.A.D.A.H.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Teringat petikan dari post sahabat saya di blognya,

" JAHILIYAH & ISLAM tidak boleh ada serentak dalam jiwamu "
" pilih SATU!!! "

" x boleh ek? " (nie saya tambah..hehe)

I made up my mind already.
I choose ISLAM.
You expect it right?
Not because i'm good, but each and everyone of us wants to do so one day.
When is your day, brothers and sisters??

Making decision is not easy.
But, to stick with your decision persistently and single-mindedly is even tougher.
ilmu=uderstanding, mujahadah=sacrifice, istiqamah=consistency, doa=prayer are all that you need=)

But, in the bitterness of mujahadah, sometimes, i can feel the sweetness of it.
Though, most of the time what i feel is just it's bitterness.
I believe that one day i can taste the sweetness of iman=)
ameen~

Now, before i do something, i really need to think first, whether Allah approves it or not.
This is what we call, "BEGIN WITH THE END IN MIND" which i hardly practised before.
If yes, lucky me=)
If no, there will be conflicts in me.
Whether to follow my own desire or Allah's.
I have to put Allah 1st, then only others.

Ya Allah,
grant me Your love,
make me love those things which can win Your heart,
please and please fill my heart with Your love only,
so that i'm not longing for somebody else to fill my heart.
and I know loving You will not fade my love to my parents, siblings, sahabats, murabbi, friends and others.
Your love will make me love others even more.

Mujahadah is a fight!!!
Mujahadah is like having a war in your innerself.
Supposedly, IMAN should WIN and NAFS & EVILS should LOST.
So, the choice is in our hands!!!

" You cannot take MEDICINE and POISONS at the same time "
" You will DIE man!!!! "

simple phrase, but it tells everything about mujahadah.
Yeaa, you cannot take MEDICINE (Allah's orders) and POISONS ( nafs' and evils' orders) at the same time!!!!
Always keep that in mind liza!!!
You too, brothers and sisters.

May Allah give us strength to continue this FIGHT persistenly.
ameen~

p/s: to all sahabats, brothers and sisters who are struggling in the M.U.J.A.H.A.D.A.H. WAR.
gud luck=)
Allah will always look and reward our efforts.insyAllah~
" moga tetap hati, tak berbelah bagi "
salam ukwah fillah=P

Wallahu'alam~